"What does
“I love you ”
mean exactly?
Does it mean I am
Going to dig your heart
Out of your chest and drown
It in unwanted feelings.
Does it mean I am
Going to turn your bones into
Razor blades and make them
Scar your insides, aching to leave
Your skin. Does it mean I am going
To treat you like a happily ever after,
And an awful ugly tragedy.
I’ve been chased by this type of
“I love you” for so long and I’ve been
Clinging onto it eagerly because
I guess that’s what I am worthy of."

Alexa Evangelista, journal (via vodkakilledtheteens)

(via sincerely-alexis)

don’t be too clingy
don’t be such a ‘girl’
be a woman
but be hairless like a child

don’t wear skimpy outfits
don’t be such a ‘slut’
be modest
but take it off when i ask

don’t assert yourself
don’t be such a ‘bitch’
be nice to me
but don’t be a fucking doormat

don’t be ignorant
don’t be such a ‘bimbo’
be intelligent
but don’t argue your opinion with me

don’t wear make-up ever
don’t be so ‘insecure’
be yourself
but don’t complain if i don’t like it

(Source: mukuroikusaba, via reclu5e)